Wide open heart

I feel moved and touched. What an inspiration. This woman is so uplifting, and alive. Beautiful. To me this seems all it needs: a wide open heart for what is.

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October 29, 2010      by Veronika      in spiritual growth
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My experience of the Sharing Retreat in Spain 2010

by Mai Lovaas

… I am writing this as much to myself as to you, trying to put words to my experience, what this past week has been all about. I can’t label the retreat, it doesn’t have a technique or an orientation, but if I were to put some words onto it I would say a little bit of meditation, a lot of speaking and living your truth, about tuning in to the group collective, about feeling energy, about realizations and observations popping faster than you can speak them, and about tuning into something else by being present, from every moment to the next, with awareness, you can see, and avoid, conditioning, patterns, and come into something bigger. As Paul said, it is up to you now.  Read more »


June 11, 2010      by Guest Author      in spiritual growth
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Blocked habits and feelings

by Devesh Komaromi

In a letter a friend wrote:

“… there are many many things that can keep us in our mind habit being one of them yes, but our many unexpressed feelings can block us too .”

My response:

Interesting questions: Mental habits and unexpressed feelings are blocking us. Therefore we need to try to overcome the habits, and to allow for unexpressed feelings to unblock so that we can attain “all peace we are looking for.”

I think that most people, most of the time, (once they are not worried about basic survival) are concerned with, challenged by, and identified with just these sorts of questions. Especially the latter.

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January 29, 2010      by Guest Author      in spiritual growth
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Haiti in my heart

Looking at what’s been happening in the world the past weeks I came to see once again the insignificance and yet the preciousness of a single life, including mine.

It’s such an easy thing to feel touched by what I read in the newspapers, then make a donation, write a few emails to friends encouraging them to do so too, and yet turn away without really taking it in – all the way.

I have spent hours watching, reading and researching about the Haiti earthquake. Then, I came across this article from Katie Couric “The Human Face of Haitian Tragedy” on the Huffington Post. Read more »


January 27, 2010      by Veronika      in spiritual growth
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Where have you got to?

Another great email from Paul Lowe to his list today:

… to get an idea at least, imagine this…

The planet is in serious, serious trouble, and we can’t fix it. (Not much imagination needed so far eh). Extra Terrestrials say they could save us, but it would take a lot of resources – so they would need to be sure that we are worth saving. So they come down to take ‘a sample human’ to check to see if we are worth the trouble. And they pick you!

Good example? Of course they would not just ask questions, they would have the facility to read your mind, and inner self. Negativity? Resentments? Caring? Spending appropriate amount of time, money and energy into evolving. Living life fully? Putting back at least as much as you are taking? Honest?

You could try being truthful with yourself – both ways – and see how you feel about yourself?

Love…


October 8, 2009      by Paul Lowe      in spiritual growth
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Invitation to our Intro to Sharing Group

For upcoming dates please click here to see our calendar

Next Tuesday we’ll be holding another Intro evening to Sharing Group. I am excited about it and would love for as many of you to come as possible. Especially if you thought of trying it for a while now. It is a great opportunity to find out what Sharing Group is about and what it means to us.

In one way you could say there is no introduction needed. What we do can only be recognised but not really understood with the mind. There is no leader, no facilitator, no hierarchy, and no obvious rules. To me it’s a feeling of a rather intangible joint aspiration. Read more »


August 20, 2009      by Veronika      in spiritual growth
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Done hiding

Over the last days something’s been cooking here. It’s been going on for some time now in different forms, shapes, levels and words. But it really popped out with my bike getting stolen in the middle of Covent Garden last Saturday afternoon.
It was locked to a railing while we went shopping for some twenty minutes. To begin with, I would have refused to acknowledge the reality of the situation if they wouldn’t have left the cut cables which made the fact painfully clear in the very instant of our return.
The following moments in retrospect and slow motion revealed: At first there was a shock, disbelieve that “somebody would really do this”. Then pain, heartbreak over the loss. The thought of “they might have done it for some reason” popped up. Eventually rage flashed up. At this point manipulation and control kicked in to calm the situation and avoid an irrational outburst in the middle of the street. I watched myself picking up the remains and making my way to the tube, silently and boiling on the inside. The body was shaking but numbed to what was really going on and busy with the little voice in the head feeding stuff about this all being no big deal.
Completely remote controlled I arrived at the station and stumbled into the train. The brain started replaying the situation, I felt nauseous. I couldn’t believe this was all about a bicycle! How ridiculous. Ok, it was a really fancy full-suspension super duper thing but strangely I felt pretty ok with the physical loss. So taking one step deeper and found it was emotional attachment which really hit me. My eyes filled with tears and the sickness changed into a burning in my belly.
Suddenly I had a sense that this might not be sadness but rather struggle with anger. This stroke a chord. Why anger, you may ask. Well, since this is all about honesty I need to add that after the shock had faded, memory came back and gradually I started remembering details until I realised that there was no one else to blame but my very own beautiful self for not locking the bicycle properly. As simple as that. Feeling embarrassed and in denial of anger at myself for having been so not present and frowsy when locking it (although I had an intuition earlier) was the moment of giving birth to the whole misery that followed. The more I tried pushing the anger away the more consuming it became. Missing to own the fact and looking into what made me feel so uncomfortable resulted in the diversion into oversized blame of the thieves. I felt ashamed to be seen in this irresponsible and unloving behaviour. At the same time it felt good to finally admit it. This was completely out of proportion. There was no compassion for anyone, not for myself and not for the perpetrators, no love and no caring. Boy, was I angry!
Then, all of a sudden I woke up to how deeply identified I had become with “me”, indulging in a labyrinth of self-pity stories, cause and effect, victimhood and complaint. Something shifted and suddenly I felt alive, sparkling and excited to dive deeper. After ploughing through endless painful layers I hit what felt the bottom truth. Simple fear of not being loved if I would have admitted my “failure”; the very moment I connected with this my heart opened and I realised that all that had been going on was ultimately me not loving myself. The terror stopped immediately and I felt in peace.
Boy, what had I put the universe through in those fifteen minutes!
When getting of the tube the debris and effects of inner turmoil felt almost tangible. I felt for those guys who had stolen the bike. I felt ok for them to have it as they obviously needed it more than I do. Mostly I felt shaken by what I had put out into the field.
Well, those are all very human feelings you might say, and yes on one level I agree. Yet I feel touched by the potential to move beyond the reaction of basic human survival mechanism into expansiveness.  This feels tremendously exciting and – alive!
With the “tube-revelation” it seems I’ve yet come to see another layer of truth in here. Although I would say I am an honest person, this level of subtle hiding seems vast from what I can see now. Looking at how I’ve been interacting just the past couple days made me realise this over and over again. Mostly it’s a split second or subtle degree or slight convenience skipping over flashes of whatever discomfort I might experience or feel in response to someone or something else.
I am left feeling humbled and deeply grateful for this eye-opener. There’s more understanding of how everything is always affecting everything. It is about purity and transparency because it’s there anyway. I’m excited and ready to step into the whole inconvenient truth. I’m done hiding.

Over the last days something’s been cooking here. It’s been going on for some time now in different forms, shapes and words. But with my bike getting stolen in the middle of Covent Garden last Saturday afternoon it popped to another level.

To begin with, I would have refused to acknowledge the reality of the situation if they wouldn’t have left the cut cables which made the fact painfully clear in the very instant of our return. Retrospectively the following moments in slow motion revealed: At first there was a shock, disbelieve that “somebody would really do this”. Then pain, heartbreak over the loss. The thought of “they might have done it for some reason” popped up. Eventually rage flashed. At this point manipulation and control kicked in to calm the situation and avoid an irrational outburst in the middle of the street. I watched myself picking up the remains and making my way to the tube, silently and boiling on the inside. The body was shaking but numbed to what was really going on and busy with the little voice in the head feeding stuff about this all being no big deal.  Read more »


August 11, 2009      by Veronika      in spiritual growth
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The Evolution of God

I was very impressed with this Robert Wright interview on The Bill Moyers Journal.  

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July 26, 2009      by Ryan      in spiritual growth
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It’s all in the mind you know …

Excerpt from an email from Paul Lowe to his list today.

The anger thing is so obvious – unless we do not want to know. If we do have the realisation, then all our conditioning about being justified about being angry at something outside our self is blown – and we have to be responsible – so we cannot partake in what most humans are addicted to: complaint. Our anger is our anger. Our anger has accumulated because we did not acknowledge it at the time. Often, especially in childhood, it is not ‘convenient’ – spelled trouble. So it has built up, and as it is poisonous to our system, the body is using any opportunity to let flow out.

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July 24, 2009      by Paul Lowe      in spiritual growth
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